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Sunday, May 15, 2005

Sun, 15 May 2005 04:19:32 GMT

you and got to do nothing? baby its YOU. ha. what now?

C/.

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 18:27:51 GMT

so.. im in my mom's office. actually im in another office in my moms building. its after bring your sons and daughters to work day. which was pretty fun. im wearing a bright yellow t shirt. how fun is this?! anyway.. doing a whole lotta nothing. im so happy that its already thurs. which means tomorrow is friday. which means that things are going by pretty dman fast. anyway.. ive been in a crazy good modd lately i really dont know what it is. but whatever it is it feels really really really good and i hope it doesnt go away. which i dont think that she is.. so its all good. lol.. anyway.. happy thursday everybody!

scosh/.

Monday, April 18, 2005

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 02:33:29 GMT

alrighty folks..

so prom has come.. and gone. it was awesome. really a good time. and after prom was awesome too. me and my baby looking fine as ever.

and now its over.. and im left here alone again. begging, and pleading, and being upset, and wheezing, and trying to breathe.. and yet, youre still gone. its ok, next weekend is ours.

C/.

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 05:55:08 GMT

GREAT...

guess who just realized everythign that goes into growing up..

i wonder though how long its going to be before i completely freak out about the fact that in a few months my baby is gonna be on her own.. and how im so scared to be on my own myself.. this seriously sucks.. i hate being young and scared..

C/.

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 02:00:03 GMT

yo yo yo .

im in Sacto. ha that rhymed and i didnt even know. aliright enough now. anyway im just chillin up here for break. ill be home on wednesday, just to come back here sat. ha.. thats hella funny. anyway ive been doing a whole lot of nothign this break. jus chillin with my lady, and looking at crap. i wonder how long its gonna take anyone to commment on this.. hey that was 3 m's weird.

the play has been going well too.. im not really sure how long its going to take me to fall into my character im pretty sure that its not going to take me very long so yeah.. its all good. but i was thinking, and what the hell am i gonna do with my hair.. cut it? ive been thinking about that a lot, maybe ill cut it.. or maybe ill talk about cutting it but wont.. ah.. the joys of my indecisive-ness.. hope everyone is good..

C/.

Monday, March 21, 2005

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 05:00:19 GMT

i love the weekends...
FRIDAY: alisha came home. went to dinner with everybody.. then to ali's.
SATURDAY: went to work day. cleaned my house with lisha. went to ali's again. danced. etc.. spent more time.. slept.
SUNDAY: spent the day with lisha..

see i love weekends especially when i spend them with my baby.

C/.

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 04:21:40 GMT

this weekend was so awesome...

everything about this weekend was awesome.. but i dont think im gonna describe it to all of you.. this is one of those just for us kind of things..

" ooo baby, where do you come from.. you filled my life with love.."

C/.

Monday, March 07, 2005

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 18:03:22 GMT

this is one of those times where i feel like time is standing still.. and im hoping that soon it will start to move because i feel like im going to die. that was a really long sentence. you know what sucks? the fact that i cant just be with the person i want to be with.. there are a million and one obsticles in my way and i cant do anything about it.. absolutely nothing. i actually think that at some point sometime soon im gonna OD on ths whole distance thing, im hopiung that ill be ok..

C/.

Thursday, March 03, 2005

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 04:34:48 GMT

i havent written here in a very very long time. and i dont really have too much to say.. so maybe one day when i have more to say ill come here and ill write, but until then this is all you get.. unless your name is sugarbean, then you get a bit more..

C/.

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 03:57:06 GMT

VALENTINES DAY... was so fucking awesome.. actually i should say that my valentines weekend was awesome.. it all went perfectly and today was icing on the cake. friday went to quad with everyone and chilled after. saturday went up to sacto with lisha, went shopping looked a furniture and other knick knacks, and enjoyed everything that macy's and the k street mall had to offer, then had an awesome night. sunday just chilled, watched home movies. but today ha... omg was i good today or what? if you know whats the deal, hit me up for the details. i hope that everyone had as good a day as i did. i love you baby.

Trinidad out.